HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!
I hope your year will be filled with love and happiness.
Now I have not written anything for two weeks because I wanted to take a break from this. I lost inspiration a bit and writing about some word or just typing some bullsh*t is not worth it.
But I’m back babahy!
A few minutes a go I posted a new drawing on my instagram page. I take part in the #dutchlettering challenge now and then. In that challenge you get a month’s worth of quotes and you simply draw a quote each day, or whenever you feel like it. Today’s quote was ”My diet always starts tomorrow”.
To me, that was not a very funny quote even though I understand that it is meant as a joke, since loads of people start their year with dieting and give up after two days.
But that’s not me.
I actually diet all the time.
Not because I necessarily want to lose weight but because I am simply scared of eating and gaining weight.
I started my year with a few resolutions: post regularly on my instagram page, do more of what makes me happy and lose weight.
Only, I’m beginning to see that the last one should be changed to ‘be healthy’. Eating nothing is not healthy for neither my body and my mental health. Being hungry all the tie is simply not worth it.
So I’ve decided to simply eat healthy and go work out 2-3 times a week to keep myself healthy. I have also decided that I am allowed to step on the scale once a week instead of every damn time I get a chance too. It was getting obsessive.
I guess you could say that I’m in the first stages of developing an eating disorder. Yes I know that.
And no, I do not want to seek help for it. I think I can handle it on my own, simply because I am aware of the little voice telling me I am fat. I simply battle it by eating healthy and leaving out the junk food.
Furthermore, I’ve had my first exam today. 9 ot go!
Hopefully I’ll do good. But you can’t give more than your all, can you?
That’s enough for today I think. I’m not sure what I am going to do with content and regular posting but I guess it will firgure itself out. 🙂
Have you got any new year’s resolutions? Do you battle with any mental disorders?
Let me know in the comments! I would love to hear and ,if I am able to, help.
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Lots of love,
I really like this song because it makes me feel like I am perfect the way I am and that everyone is different. And that’s okay!